The Love I Lost

It is with sad heart that I say my goodbye. It is there I will miss the smile you put apon my face everyday. That just having you kept my heart pumping to where now it is dead of feeling. It is of a heartless soul to which exist within me. It is with anger and tears my eyes bleed. With that of a rose to which is of dead leaves,so does my being know of its feel to dry and die away. My sight is no longer there for like the fresh of breath he give me,it has vanish. I am just a person now and not a being. The love may still be there but it hurts me to take in deep air as my pain I feel on my chest is a kill. There I have lost the woman I love for life that once told,never look back. But to look back is the experience that life has taken,rather good or bad. But that of a trust to which was ripped and torn to shred. It was of a love one could know and feel. That to which made them stand proud to say I am who I am and this is my other half. One that only one could dream of with their eye's close but not to be pinch for awakening because their eye's where already open. It's there the pain hurts because loving you exist no more. That there is a void harder to fill and that's having you made everything seem so real. All blocks is gone because so am I. That you find nothing but an empty wall with no writting there with love but you find a man lost in the moment. Because their his love was strong for only one woman. He never really understand why she loved if she really did but them words touch deeply into a soul now torn to shred. But his love still is that one day it finds it's way back where it belongs and he may live to love another day instead of hating everything to which is now just life to him. But to love that specail woman that makes his world go round and time stand still because there she was everything. That now it's all just a dream. I Love~ them words doesn't even matter because thats all they was. Were something to hurt the being because there it really doesn't exist but in the mind because my heart bleeds river of blood.