The Inception: God Is Alwayz Good -Part 2-

Was I ever handsome in God’s eyes? When will I take…take… When will I take flight? I’m counting the days to see you fly so gracefully…in the aqua-blue sky I can’t wait to see you take wing and embrace the sun rays My heart has been reduced to tears many-a-time…my love, why…oh why… Take my hand…give yourself a rest from the worries of countless yesterdays I can’t bear the thought of you, losing grip of reality Your eyes are bottling up tears of the years of pain-staking regrets Glory crowns the Lord of Accord…we need to look up to Him one way… Or another…I won’t bother to open up another door of disappointment Yet, I have this need to say sorry to Him for neglecting His word today… Rinse away the blood of the innocent From your hands… Grand lands fight against each other…I weep some more Understand…that change is a challenging chore Look up at the sky… Your gaze will fixate on the shooting stars tonight Give me the will to fly Was I ever handsome in God’s eyes? When will I take…take… When will I take flight? I got so mad…I-I got so impatient...I got so out of control, obviously losing control…I got so tired…of facing the fact that I’ve been out of place, stuck in place, frozen in place…until God set me free and made me free His star in space…I’m free…wearing sunlit glee…no longer wearing an upside down smile…God, thank you for allowing me to run the extra mile…please stay for awhile…I’m sorry that I-I gave up…I gave in to my addiction…I’m ashamed and naked now…drowning in never-ending sorrow seas…I don’t regret the reason why I love you, Lord of Accord – come back to me…come back to me…I didn’t mean to stomp over You like a mat…I was fattened way too much by sins and pleasures of this life…the disdainful, confuzzling past drove me insane…I can’t bear this burden anymore…I need to let go and stop bringing you down…come back to me…come back to me…I’m as needy as a new-born infant… I need to drink the milk of Your spirit…nourish me with Your pure Words of WiSdOm Rinse away the blood of the innocent From your hands… Grand lands fight against each other…I weep some more Understand…that change is a challenging chore Look up at the sky… Your gaze will fixate on the shooting stars tonight Give me the will to fly Was I ever handsome in God’s eyes? When will I take…take… When will I take flight? I believe I have the answer behind being bewildered in my maze… …Okay…the reason I let You down is because I haven’t been faithful to You at all…and gave in to the lusts of committing adultery…and I languish…I languish…I reckon Your words…but I haven’t kept them to heart, yet I’ll meet up to Your standards one way or another – but failure is all I knew all of my life…I was alone for so many years…set me free… set me free…leave me be, sins…sins…my young heart weeps insanely…I’m beating myself up for the mistakes I made in the past – if only I haven’t laid my eyes on scenes that consist of sex….I shouldn’t have done that…I’ve been chained to this apprehension and these pangs of pain that lead me to my inner distruction for oh so long…but I must let it go…and let the knowledge repeat in my heart forevermore…I’ll learn it by heart Rinse away the blood of the innocent From your hands… Grand lands fight against each other…I weep some more Understand…that change is a challenging chore Look up at the sky… Your gaze will fixate on the shooting stars tonight Give me the will to fly Was I ever handsome in God’s eyes? When will I take…take… When will I take flight? I need to dismiss the distractions… I need to quit feeding the fire I thought sex was a beautiful art…it somewhat fulfilled my satisfactions… Of my heartless desire…desire… PUT OUT THE FIRE…. I’ll say my prayers as the chorus of screams bleed through my mind’s eye I call shotgun…drive the car, Lord of Accord – restore peace to my verse, drive me to the lane of Your Holy Spirit and its blissful blessings of plenty…miracles and curses have hit me in every corner…I rely on you, Driver…I love you, Father…Father…Father… I hope you can forgive me for all of the things I’ve done…I’ve tried to throw away these anxieties…that banged at my skull…crack open my writing abilities and let my inspiration unleash itself I rest my head on Your pillow…but I got to get dressed and clean up Rinse away the blood of the innocent From your hands… Grand lands fight against each other…I weep some more Understand…that change is a challenging chore Look up at the sky… Your gaze will fixate on the shooting stars tonight Give me the will to fly Was I ever handsome in God’s eyes? When will I take…take… When will I take flight? You made me strong enough and I feel Your love toughen me up and clothe me…you know…let your affectionate heart grow and let your light show I wish I could’ve gone with the flow… Let Your healings show…I know…I’m worthless and slow… Retarded…unlovable…tainted with lies…my mind’s overflowing with negativity and low self-esteem comments…I was that icon of self-indulgence as Amy Lee sings in her song entitled Everybody’s Fool in that epic band by the name of Evanescence