The End

I can't bear it anymore.. Waiting for people to arrive Expecting the world to tend to me Hoping the world will just fall into my hands Continuing my laziness and procrastination People liking me and not knowing why Wishing instead of taking action Lacking skills I need to make my life successful Living in a home with no peace or privacy Pretending I'm someone I wish I could be Drawing pieces that fail in competition Writing random lines of complaints Feeling the need for pity Being a hypocrite.. Do I try harder? I've grown too accustomed to laziness Do I wait or at least TRY to take action? I don't have the motivation or the power Am I just making excuses? I probably just need to quit complaining Am I too paranoid? I just care about my life unlike the rest Do I continue? I can't continue in sanity What can I do? I'm too confused to know Where can I scream? Where can I relax? Where is there peace? When will the suffering stop? What is wrong with me? How did I get this way? Who is really there for me? How can I just escape? Too many questions! STOP!!!! ..