Thank You God For Not Getting That Job

First of all whenever I have to give my personal information, I always feel violated This is one time I cannot save my little privacy Since I have to be honest Since I have to show openness Since I can't be rude I have to show that I love being around people Team work, group power, crowd cheerleader et all Yet most of the time I just want to be alone, writing Don't get me wrong because I love other people's company I love the threads, the ties and the ligaments of human...ity I also love the inspirations others give me After the interview I felt so horrible I called one of my friends and cried my brains out But she was busy so she couldn't talk much I begged her to call me back because I was so stressed Then I went to another friend's house And there I cried about all my fears and worries She listened and comforted me She herself can't even a job, yet she gave me a shoulder to lean on Thank You God that I didn't get that job Because: I appreciate my friends even more My trust has grown stronger I met a new friend as I was leaving this other friend's house I now have new play pal, more play dates I conquered the strong urge to drink because at that time all I wanted was alcohol to put me to sleep, until tomorrow I also resisted the urge to eat junk I don't want to say that I don't have weight issues But I have some work to do, I the stress eater And most of all, I thank You as was able to go outside, breathed the fresh air, enjoyed the cool weather and played a little bit And I wrote these words My healing therapy I know if it's not today, my dream is still valid There's always tomorrow