Suicide Note

This is the reason.... Dear mom, We never got along.. And you know that... We constantly argue and disagree.. You make me feel like im a disappointment.. You made me feel as if i was never good enough.. You never made it seemed it like you actually cared.. Dear Dad, I know who you wanted me to be.. we used to not get along.. But now we do.. most of the time.. I know this is not who you want me to be.. I know this is not what you wanted me to do.. But i got no where to go.. You never seem to help.. Dear the rest of the family I know you are there for me.. But your reactions to what i do... I just dont think i could deal.. I dont think you could help... And i know you wouldnt understand.. Dear Friends, If i even dare call you that.. If you will care or not... Even if you will notice... I know some of you say your here for me.. But you dont understand.. I tried to tell one of you.. You just starred and wanted to tell everyone.. I am a human.. Im no different.. Im not some monster.. So i may be an outcast.. But does that really matter... If only you could of helped me.. If only you didnt call me the names... Dear everyone, Im sorry.. Im sorry for being a disappointment.. Im sorry for letting you down.. So that is why i have decided to leave.. So everyone will be happy.. Have a great life everyone..