Stupidity

I try to shut up for good. Hanging on to the crumbled sheet,i roll A messed-up head with muffled thoughts Another Christmas carol.. Darn,I gotta stop I Think to myself,twitch my nose a li'l Talked of friends and food and sh!t of passions hyperreal To hell with the world and its ways, Lies that form the rules 'Tears made up of liquid nitrogen And smiles from highway blues'. Stormed on love and sex;cigarettes Words bold and shy From dames that rock to drunken dudes And pains that lips deny.. It occurred twice,thrice...don't know Who cares anyway?! 'Beep' that silence the grudge beneath: Deep rumours of the day To live a life like the one i am Is a pain in the ass for sure, Songs i hate, movies i crave Death,blood and gore.. Hell with the fact when we shoot out The differences unfolding fast From collared t-shirts to silly escapades We damn and strip our past.. Romance it is,and it is not For you its sh!t,i said Bottled beer and barbie babes: Fantasies, high and dead With you,its free and deep and black My selfish clarity Stupid i am,to think its true Stupid i am, to skip a boo A new-age parody.. ~~For my best mate K. and the best times we had, from the everyday convos to the pretended silence ..best of luck,pal!...~~