Still

I know how it feels, I been there before. Don't wanna go to sleep, don't wanna wake up all alone. I still want you. The nights seem to last forever, seems the darkness never ends. Tired wet eyes meet the sunrise, the heartache rebegins. I still miss you. First breath of the morning barely reaches the lungs, first glance in the mirror burns down to the soul. I still need you. Silent night, the lights go off. The heart starts longing, the tear drops start to fall. I still love you. It’s crazy how your image still takes my breath away, how my heart still pounds in desperation when I hear your name. I still want you. I try to clear my mind in the still of a moment but before I can do it your memory takes over. I still miss you. I need a familiar face, I feel so alone. The worst pain you can imagine and it can't be consoled. I still need you. As the sun begins to set I can feel that sunken breath. I’m forced to hold my composure until I'm alone in bed. I still love you.