Still

So frustrated Bitter and hurt Searching for answers The key to make it work With every little beat My heart breaks even more With every uncertain breath I grow even more unsure You loved me once I'd swear it was so Your love for me now gone Lost somewhere along the road Can we find our way back Has the feeling gone for good Dont' you know I'd change things If only I thought I could You're so very distant Almost never, do we touch You know, I can't remember ever Wanting anyone quite so much Can we turn back time Rewind the clock, so to speak Bring back all those feelings You once felt for me My soul, so very shattered Battered, beaten and worn A bruised and broken heart Dying, lying, scattered and torn Aching to the core Yearning to the bone Shamelessly mourning The loss of what once was known Why is our laughter Replaced by bitter tears This love, once so amazing Then brought down with hidden fears Forever hoping with the dawn Your heart will, again, be mine Praying to wake from this nightmare To find our 'once upon a time' Do you feel the pain As it echoes off these walls Do you ache with longing Or feel nothing for me at all Is this just my imagination Conjuring fears that need not be, Is it just too much to hope for That you still be in love with me No answers to these questions So unsure of how you feel Yet with all these uncertainies I'm certain I love you still