State of the Union

Suicide: I laughed at it like a clown then a clown turned around and laughed at my life; disgusted, so i decided to grab the gun and cocked it... bullets penetrated like dribbling to the hole... Shot!!! Flashed!!! My eyez rolling back in my empty head... no bullets in the gun, hard headed!!! Depression: depressed to the point i couldnt buy the bullets to at least put inside the gun to at least have the bullets come out to at least put one to my head the point i was ready to die... Death: where to begin... i actually died before complicated as it sounds... 3 times like the son of God... knowing im not the son of God but i am the son of a mother and a father who names is unknown to me... Born Jan 18, 1986 Died June 5, 2001 When I came home from school and no one was there to give me a hug but had the nerves to express to me that my mom passed away thats when i died on the living room floor Born Jan 18, 1986 Died Sept 15, 2007 the day i was on a yr gap not talking to God being a pimp and reality kicked in when three guys put guns to my head taking everything and i died on Nicholson St Born Jan 18, 1986 Died Nov 1, 2009 the day the clock landing on my favorite number but waking up to uncontrollable phone calls and your roommate tells you that your 2nd Mom has gone to Heaven...Comes in 3's but how did i come in between... Turning Negativity into A Positive Situation is like Turning a Tornado into sunny skies... do you know the damage is already done... SILLY ASS POET: WORDS ARE FOR REAL PEOPLE!!! Like JShade Brings His Words To The World And Give It Life... When Chelsea Hit You With Similes And Metaphors that will make your soul shiver... as for myself I am beaten down with nothing to say... so people staring into my eyes proclaiming this state of the union address is a waste of time!!!