Sorry Love Jefferson

I’m sorry that I wasn’t a good decent boyfriend But I can’t change the past I wish that I didn’t let you go I deserved it I deserved to be cheated on I wasn’t good enough for you It was so hard for me to move on I was kind of happy that you were mine. I’m sorry I wish that I didn’t let you go I wish that you didn’t cheat on me and say you don’t love me anymore when we were together but instead you were in love with someone else. I can’t be mad and sympathetic depress at the past I can’t change it Being mad at you isn’t worth it My faults is what I have to accept I wish that I could’ve satisfied you more But my regrets to that is gone it can’t be fix I can’t breath My ice box collapse and breaks down my useless heart. My heart is frozen like Romeo drinking poison It’s so cold like Juliet stabbing herself The sorrow of my lost love to my ex is a none existence to me. When I lost her to another guy I knew I messed up I knew I wouldn’t find love again. It’ s been three years since I have not find love I don’t want sexual intimacy I don’t want to be about making love I don’t want nothing about sexual intimacy. I don’t want hard times or tragic love romance. That’s not important all I want is a commitment romantic love. I want to be hold in some body’s warm arms No none existence love No cold ice box No Suffocation No hostility Just Calm Love Respect Trust Loyalty Faithfulness Love Joy Peace Showing deep feelings of emotions Sensitivity Happiness And honesty No growing love pains that aches my broken flesh inside my heart I want my heart to be pounding fulfilled with love and cherish. I’m sorry that I will never be that flawless to you But I always loved you I always tried to get you back in my broken wing. You were my everything since my previous relationship I just got to get you out of my system Out of my mind Out of my memory Out of my image eyes And lastly I need to let you go I’m sorry.