So Weak, Yet So Strong

Another mark to tally up the score Making it an even twelve She lies awake at night Thinking about what made the marks Thinking about how her life has changed Is it all her fault? The things that happened The things that left her where she is today Is it a punishment for the way she is? So different from the world around her Yet so much the same as them all Trying to find her place While she struggles with her sadness Her inner thoughts that tell her she is no good The ones that push her further into the pain she suffers Into the bad habit that only feeds its self with each passing day The one that makes her hide Afraid of what the world would say What every one would say "Psycho, Freak, Emo," None of them understand the pain she has seen and The things she has lost The tears that have fallen and The weakness that is her So weak yet so strong To carry on in a world where every thing seems to be against her Against her dreams and Against the real person inside the girl who sits alone