So Strong, It's Intoxicating

Ever felt a feeling or heard a certain word to dread, Love, joy, happiness. It all seems too real to be true. You only hear about it in storybooks. Pain, suffering, death. Such things cause a hurt so strong it's intoxicating. When you hear such things or it happens to you in such a way of experience, you don't realize what you are putting your mind through. All of that has happened to me once in a lifetime. To know that it will happen again at any moment kills the soul of it's pondering fairytale. Eyes are a window to dreadful times. I choose to cry behind closed doors. My feelings always when shared hurts someone else. Once you've reached such a time in life, to be happy, on the rare occasion is lying. For one day in your life, you shall experience something so strong.. it's intoxicating.