So Far Away

I Stumble Upon My Words – I’m speechless We were so far away from each other…I-I-I’m one with r-regret…f-feeling incomplete… I thought our love was as worthless as the debris… You smoked me out like a cigarette…and y-you left me on the filthy, messed-up street… I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains, placed in captivity… I’ll find a way to get you back for another few years But, I’d be lying…don’t bottle up the tears… Talk with me, for we are by each other’s side…the words escape my chapped lips We were so far apart; now, we’re both trying to get our grips… I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains, not even close to vitality We were so far away from each other…I-I-I’m one with r-regret…f-feeling incomplete… I thought our love was as worthless as the debris… You smoked me out like a cigarette…and y-you left me on the filthy, messed-up street… Do you realize how much pain you’ve caused me? We all wanted love, but for the wrong reasons… Our relationship changed like seasons to seasons I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains that puts our crazed hearts on a leash...living in misery... We exchange passionate, graceful looks...I don’t know what I’m fighting for Lonely & insecure like the wolf, jaded by his pack heartlessly Blindly walking the road of recovery…I need something to live for…and more… We all want you back – we were all in agreement, seeking freedom eagerly I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains, beildered to the extreme...here shall e flee? We were so far away from each other…I-I-I’m one with r-regret…f-feeling incomplete… I thought our love was as worthless as the debris… You smoked me out like a cigarette…and y-you left me on the filthy, messed-up street… Do you realize how much pain you’ve caused me? We all wanted love, but for the wrong reasons… Our relationship changed like seasons to seasons I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains - I'm rotting like a starved tree I’ll find a way to get you back for another few years…I’d do anything to have you cuddle with me in the blankets of benevolent adoration But, I’d be lying to myself…don’t bottle up the tears…don’t cower away, getting picked on by countless fears and nightmares…I’ll try not to collapse into the ditch of frustration Blindly walking the road of recovery…I need something to live for…and more… We all want you back – we were all in agreement…we yearned for liberty…but change is a challenging chore! I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains...or e'll be spellbound for eternity We were so far away from each other…I-I-I’m one with r-regret…f-feeling incomplete… I thought our love was as worthless as the debris… You smoked me out like a cigarette…and y-you left me on the filthy, messed-up street… Do you realize how much pain you’ve caused me? We all wanted love, but for the wrong reasons… Our relationship changed like seasons to seasons I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains - don't mention our fatality...our unfortunate reality that bos don to tragedy like slaves to their master...hat a pity...pity... Whisper in my ears, for I trust every word that you utter as long as you remain faithful to me and be loyal and honest, friend…the words escape my chapped lips We were so far apart long ago; now, we’re both trying to get our grips… We exchange heartfelt, friendly bear hugs...now, I know what I’m stronger than I realize I was once lonely & insecure like a weeping wolf, jaded by his pack suddenly I thought your kind of “freedom” would set us free… From the rusty chains...I feel guilty for loving you ith plastic love rapped around my heart...ith ruby delight and golden revenge ith a sprinkle of sugar and spice...no, I'm figuring out ho to get out of my on maze, so graze in your on maze, my fallen angel of Lamentation & the aftershocks of it...it's not that pretty...believe me...me... Our pride and confidence will passed away at some degree Do you realize how much pain you’ve caused me? We all wanted love, but for the wrong reasons… I’m trying to get over you…I must forgive you willingly B-but, our relationship changed like seasons to seasons I Can’t Fathom The Thought of you in distress You promised perpetual “freedom” that ould bring us the Promise Land I'm laying don in ashes of disheartening regret...this feeling of remorse is not that grand...don't you understand my side of the story? Do you kno here I stand? I NEED GOD'S HELPING HAND...