Smile and Tears

A smile can hide a thousand tears keeping lies unknown throughout the years hiding away one's darkest fear but it never feels the pain i bear.... A tear to unite me with those of broken heart A smile to be a sign of my joy in existence... I smile instead to hide my undefined behavior believing that the tears work is to only clean and lubricate the eyes not ruin anyone's life...... At times tears trickle down the cheeks accompanied by the sobbing sounds that i dislike and have a disbelief...... no strong intense emotions light up while i cry but i try to build a thinking about the world looking at me finding me to be a weak person..... when i smile, i love the feeling of my muscles contracting near my eyes and spreading positivism around ...... called the grimace an involuntarily expression of anxiety makes me feel completely different from others and blabbers out many emotions.... some people are too tired of giving a smile after knowing it will cost them nothing but yes no one needs a smile as much as those who have none to give.... therefore, smiling is a hobby and tears!!! ohhh!! just forget about it they are just a small amount of garbage that needs to be put aside in its proper place.....