Slowly Deteriorating

In my arms lies your lifeless body. My heart breaks with every last breathe you take. This must be your time to go. I want to come with you, for I don't wont to be left alone. I don't want to awake only to realize you are gone. I breathe you in, but to never release you. How do I adapt here in this lonely, thoughtless world? In the silence I here you calling out to me "Please don't go". I stay for hours holding you, until they come and take you away. Your face id blank, showing no signs, no motions nor movements. I already miss your sweet smile. I see our memories flash before my eyes, like a tape in fast forward then it suddenly stops... just like that. The years we shared only seem as seconds now. They say everything happens for a reason, but what is the reason for you leaving me? I can't think of any reason. My mind is blank. It's like I'm dead but I'm awake. I'm lost inside. Maybe I should be happy your in a better place, but I have no feelings. Depression sets in, I'm lost in a daze. I can't eat nor sleep, I slowly die. My only thoughts are the ones of you. I am eternally damaged inside, but I will go on. Go on living each day for you. I appreciate what I had and still have even though your know gone. Something great, something that could never be replaced. I live in this world alone, but you will always be with me. I love you my Fallen Angel.