Sins From Within

They say follow your heart Yet if I follow it I will sin I want him so much I would snatch him just like I could a gucci bag But my conscience goes So I flow and I flow All the while wondering If I should abide by these laws They say don't drink People praise the lord Yet still get tipsy It makes no sense to me He notices everything Does he notice That I've been bruised deep inside Sometimes the cut hurts so badly I cannot hide it They say always be real But if I relinquish my facade I doubt anyone would be there To see the real me The one who wore her bleeding Heart right in the open for everyone to see I seal it up nice and neatly Put a band aid were it's leaking I'm a good girl at heart But my gushing heart Is depleating I don't want to release the sins within me It's becoming harder as the years go by To sit by and pretend that I am not dark It's just no one ever see's that part Let's hope the band aid is made of crazy glue