Sinful Yet Blissful

My life is full of emptiness how coincidental feelin depressed and a bit sentimental Smoke all day lost in my day dreams Can't escape the drugs an malicious foul schemes. Gotta find a way to get rich quick The feeling is overwhelming it makes me sick Feel the world turn its back and begin to fade I feel the heat begin to rise and I can't find shade. I'm burning up, with no water insight Seeking an oasis praying with all my might My soul drenched in agony Im losing this fight. I'm praying that I see tomorrow but idk if Ill get thru the night. Lying to myself sayin it'll be alright Driftin off to sleep I see a tunel and the ends so bright Forcing myself to turn back and run the other way Suddenly my eyes open and I feel it's a new day The world has lost its color,lifeless, so ugly and grey Someone open your heart and help me find a home Before I end up six feet under with a slab of stone. Decaying and slowly Reverting to dust and bone My time is up & I shall reap what I've sown