Sick

I am sick Not tired Not drunk Just wired Hardwired to you Your retarded spark Your neurons your charge Your disguise so dark Can I explain the unforgiven? Without you I must disappear Beside you I offer lust and leer Within me you are insincere Thoughtful words become my choke I cry shameless tears of pleading I have devolved to sick and tired Of our unnecessary beating And if you knock on my door? I’ll slap you down front and back You’re down and out for the count All I am is precisely what you lack