Shhhhhhhh Im Thinking Two

I sit here thinking wondering Is it really love the thought i am pondering Once in awhile a spark of hope comes in to my vision Taking back all of what is wrong in my final decision Heart aches heartbreaks all the same Never to finish but always to blame Hurt pain sorrow where does it end Hearts broken hearts break never to mend Today tomorrows lingering past Words written body changes getting old fast To have a clever mind or a heart that's kind Both are searched for but never to find Love trust forever needing affection Sorrow deceit living with rejection Bits and pieces of life's broken parts Carefully placed in a heart Memories sorrows desires Passion dreams and liars Feelings that come to a sudden stop To never find an end or ever reach the top