Searching

I walk and walk the many miles for you. I give and give until I have nothing more. I go on and on until I drop or fall, But I’m searching deep because I search for it all. Everyday I die more inside. Eaten alive by myself inside of my core, Because I’m left alive with life that only I can sort through! I just want to see the Sun rising up so full and so high. I want to see the Sun set so huge with shadowing bits that glow. So I’ll just believe in this strength that comes through you to me. I search for you but why should I be the one who has to be one that believes? Everyday I’m alone and it’s nowhere that I go, Even when it’s my thoughts that I clearly identify! I just want to see the Moon so round and so high beaming me into the glow of light. I want to see the Moon peering through the lighter of my brightest day. I keep seeing all of these cushioned visions of just you and me. Searching for you gives me the sight of all that I am to see. Everyday I beg and beg until I hurt that you will stay. But I’m left alone with reality in sight. I just want so much for you and me. I even want the same air that you breathe. I keep holding onto this strength that I am I feel I believe. Searching for you I’m with all that I can ever be! Everyday I’m straightened by what my eyes can see, But now I’m alone with what’s left alive and what didn’t flee. So I’ll just keep searching for you while I search for what will be the all of me.