Screw the Poem Listen Anyone I Need Someone To Hear

i'm hurting right now this is like a blog except i haven't quite found out how to work some of those yet but i'm a foster kid my mom abandoned me when was 10 she doped me off at a gas station and left me there about 2 or 3 hours later my dad came to pick me up and i went to live with him i no mom and my dad is the biggest jerk in the world i just recently stoped that relationship a day before his birthday and boy is he punishing me i he basically abandoned me to even if i wanted to start a relationship again i don't think he would i want ready i had been through alot he was in prison most of my life and i never saw my mom cause she was always bar hopping never taking care of he kids i have 7 sisters and 3 brothers and i'm the oldest 15 well on the 10th of September but i'm close poetry is all i have i'm diagnosed with Depression it sucks thats why i have sad poems sorry. my dad wont let me see my sisters or my brother it sucks and i miss them sooo much i have to force myself to eat and its hard to sleep it sucks but thats just me i cant go 1 day without crying i'm a recovering alcoholic the world sucks but i'm in it and i have to be strong and deal with it thats just the way it is ive never lived in one place for over to years so ive lived in pretty much every place in Wisconsin lol it sucks why am i telling u this because i want you to know why my poems are the way they are i'm not insane in just cortney theres alot of stuff that has happed to me some ill never forget thanks for reading my poems love cortney stone