Reminisce

Sitting here reminiscing about the past, Thinking about the mistakes I’ve made, Wondering if the pain will last, It’s all the product of a trust mislaid. Feeling the scars from a pain long subdued, Unending sorrow buried underneath a false smile, Never to show my true mood, For other to know my feelings would be vile. Carrying this burden forever more, Not knowing how to fix my error, Knowing I’ll never be able to close this door, I must continue to live with this terror Reminiscing about the past, Hoping the pain will not last.