Regrets and Resentment

as time passes by; like word born on the streets, you never knew hard, till it hits you deep within. even if there is pain without the tears, it doesn't mean it's any less of a struggle to forget. hard aches on heartaches, resentment is hard to leave by when the regret is there. sublime tears that echoes and tears you up inside, meanwhile, I try not to stray from my true nature!!! vibration of a cry that is not too well played out; pound per pound, restless beatings of my chest, leaves a residue of unsound sorrow that marks the epitamy of being alone, which is never too easy. like a melody that is deaf with tone, cheating destiny has no future in it. I am forever standing still in the sands of time, like time has made me a mark of inequities. no right direction to go from where I'm left off; but just to look for the easiest way out! still doesn't justify the reason of my situation. out of the mourning dew: I try to stay awake........ still, I miss missing the way we are!!!