Reflections

i'm all alone but theres a stranger in my home whenever i confront this person glass flies everywhere i've learned to walk through the house with a broom i sit in my room designed as a tomb could i leave? should i? even if i go out to this world i can't see the point if loving alone is so perfect why doesn't everyone do it? they say i have to better myself but it seems that there is nothing i can do to improve i'm bitter chip on my shoulder misconscrewed as being rude but i just want to get this stranger out of my house watches me as a brush my teeth and put my clothes on for work smirks at my coworker who called me a jerk and ducks the one i want unkowing of my own worth i could get rid of every mirror in my house but thats a temporary solution doctors medications a coward resolution fist full of pills is a means of escape and suicides lame because more pain it creates i just want him to leave because i'm forgetting who i am well was, he's already taken a grip on my life fake smiles and tears every night i'm losing my friends going nowhere in life i used to be strong through the pain and the strife walk up to a girl and say you are my wife with so much charisma she'd say i was right now i'm scared to let anyone in because they would see all the pain that i'm in how badly i wish i could take off my skin or reset my world just to try it again i hate this stranger when i found out the truth i say it is me he said i am you