Reason

I need a reason. I've been denied by my pride. To many poor decisions have been made. I'm no longer young and beautiful. My true self has been exposed. I only held it in skin deep. I wish I knew the right line to say. I can't fake how I feel. I'm a man with mixed emotions. Call me a lone wolf, I call myself a survivor. I plan to conquer none. I keep on a endless journey to find misery. I wouldn't have it any other way, I don't need a reason. Why I push the world away, it's just my nature.