My dreams, my love, my hope could have all died.
My laugh, my cries, with little white lies.
That day could have been my last, leaving with no goodbyes..
The reck made me terrified,
I laid in that hospital bed, there was when i realized.
My mistakes, my fears, i began to cry.
I could have died.... but with all the fear i had, someone showed me it wasnt my time..
Now i wonder, what would have been said, if that day would have been the end.
I now realize i was so lucky and blessed, to be writing this poem,
and living the rest......
Note: Saturday i was in a car reck and i could have died if we would have got hit on the door
but i was so lucky cause God was watching over me.... I did so many things wrong and
reality hit me... literally hit me.. I had to ride in the ambulance and the driver my ex step
dad we think was stoned and b.c of that and not watching i may not have been here today to
write this poem.... This is what i feel.. But im banged up right now and thats about it.. Thank
you for reading this..