Questions of Life

Father, can you tell me, why was my fate oh so deadly, Daddy, can you explain why I cringe every time I hear your name, Mother do you hear me I screamed for you to believe me how dare you deceive me Mommy I lost my childhood where did it go? I asked daddy, but he said no one could know God where can I find you my burdens heavy and it could blind you Jesus, my life is a mess I am a rabid dog, at best where can I rest? For my heart wants to stop beating and my wrists wish to start bleeding but my friends, my angels said I can't give in for if I did, my family would win