Prayer 4

Sudden memory lapse Satan continues to set traps Eyes blurry like I have cataracs Every time I climb up Back down I fall Thinking too far ahead Trying not to make a judgment call Not sure if I will be alright I thought about suicide again last night I see hope ahead but Satan blocks out the light Holding a gun up to my head I'm not sure what I'll do I'm selfish and don't think about what others would go through I want to pass on so I can view the afterlife I can't go on living in strife I know it's bad when I'm cutting myself with a knife Demon's circling around me like a hawk Feelng like I have a key but I can't pick the lock It's scary when depression becomes an obsession Many people love me but at times I feel alone I have everything I need but I can't pick up the phone