Please Brother

i want to ask for a wish if you really do exist god give me one more chance to say goodbye i don't want it to end this way all i want to say is sorry that i could not play my part as a true brother if i get it to try again may be in my next life term will you be with me as my brother i will carry your bag take your hand into mine and walk you to the school everyday share your fears every night i am so angry that all i do is blame myself you left me out in the blue i do not have a single clue about what to do i go to sleep just to see you in my dreams to remember how you used to hug and how we used to fight how i punched a guy when he made you cry i want to ask you why you left me all alone when we had so much fun we made our own board games we played them all day long what does it mean to leave me all this way you don't know how i feel i cried with so much pain when they said you are no more you left this world so young what did i do to offend you this is not at all fair i want to do it all again i want to end it well brother please come back to me i want to trade my life for yours