Please

why my father have you not prepared a table in front of my enemies or have you and I have not seen it.I am not a king in this life but yet a vessel for the devices of evil spoken of in pslams!the days and the nights pass oh so slowly as my shame mounts for the ones I've decreased!I have mastered the demons and know the language that no man can desiffer!the evil doers think my wage of sin is controlled by them but they are wrong and I stand ready for life or death!so many days go by and I long too see the spirits you sent me one of my dearest gifts!my soul can not be contaminated but my mind and body is polluted!I am your magician and work your magic father yahwah!It is my destiney too stop satan from destroying the minds of all christens before they can be saved!Forgive them for the devices of technology and the witchery are strong!i strive too teach your nonperfect saints but fear many don't understand how strong satans minions are!remember father I fight this battle and you protect what I love.lord they cast lots on my head and pray too you for my death.Is it so long I must wait on sweet death to greet me so finely I can see my selah!you have shown me many things in which no man can call fake father!i go into my closet too talk too you but the demons overrun me!I know your sinning saints are destroying the people who take free thinking and the more they destroy the more the faithful will not fall too perversion butknow the lord and resist the mark of mankind and be lead too salvation!may the people who I train be able too protect many and may many come!I pray for the ones I leave behind!they must be strong and know god has wiped all good from the face of the earth and demons run rampid.I envoke angels on the righteous and demons on the wicked hoping evil shows itself too the unexpecting.I am thine warrior and scribe but lazy as I am in this life I pray a better man will stand and learn and protect the beleivers in this end times!