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I'm so double minded, sin I still despise, but like any drug it feels so good when you take a deep sea dive. I see right threw the lies but does she see threw mines, naw its more like deception but she could never grasp the concept behind my conception, how would she feel knowing that threw this fight inside me between spirit & flesh she will always come second, so the stage is set and truth be told I don't have any regrets because on the Solid Rock is the only one I could give my all, the only one I gave up so much of me for, but its that part of me that I'm still addicted...in rehab for, which is the reason I couldn't give you all of me anymore. Its not you its me yeah that's so cliçhe right, its so wrong but this is the only way I'll make things right...