One of Those Days

Today is one of those days. I just want to lock myself in a room, and think about everything but me and you. I want to cry until I have no more tears, I want to claw away at all of my fears. I just want to scream in silence so nobody knows just how much this hurts, and how much this blows. It's gonna be one of those nights where I reminisce on every wrong thing that I've done, with no solution in sight. The voices that put me down are going to pull me to ground, and make sure that my cries for help won't be heard, or even make a sound.