Oh My Numb Cranium

Why did He let me break? Was it for a future's sake? How did you all get here? Are we all lost in epic fear? Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon Do away with these thots of you Do away...do away with these thots of you Do it...do it again...do it again... Do away with these feelings so true who knew Do away...come on and do away with all of you Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue Pathway of narrow virtue Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray... I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay I don't believe in Santa Clause I don't expect any applause Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature Depression happiness comes and goes It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness Sooner or later, you'll all understand God's plan - don't repay evil to our devilish actions of brainwashing adrenalin's satisfactions Don't repay evil for evil, but good and evil for wholesome good and don't forget to forgive your enemies, despite what they put you through through thick and thin... There will be a new dazzling dawn, you doubtful dusk Let me rephrase that: Dawned dusk... Let go of your daily, passion-driven lusk (lust during nightfall) Work hard to the core We are on each other's team Confident humility we need more and more and that's what we swore in our heart of adore that opened up the corridor of imploring peace-war Only you and I can look forward since no one has faith these days in age...this spiteful, rebellious age will never quite put a finger on our believing spirit of awe-inspiring success and making bottomless progress in the making more or less Always look forward to illuminating dawns and vanish away our dimming dusks before our time runs out Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon Do away with these thots of you Do away...do away with these thots of you Do it...do it again...do it again... Do away with these feelings so true who knew Do away...come on and do away with all of you Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue Pathway of narrow virtue Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray... I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay I don't believe in Santa Clause I don't expect any applause Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature Depression happiness comes and goes It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness We are in temporary pain, Waiting for His healing rain We are like a terrain-wandering train off its rusty train tracks Put us back on track and let us carry love and good works on our tireless backs Keep this in mind before you get left behind just as Jesus Christ was by many unbelievers - Never give up and give in to positive radiance from above love, love above You got this, keep going to and fro in God's road of ever-brewing paradise and it doesn't fall into the lives of sinful lusters God is our gentle, loving Father and Shepherd and He has heard our voice and what they speak...of (He's not self-absorbed, but an incredible Judge that gives credit to the faithful overall) Keep pressing on, my dusked Dawn We welcome the sun, that's what we look upon Do away with these thots of you Do away...do away with these thots of you Do it...do it again...do it again... Do away with these feelings so true who knew Do away...come on and do away with all of you Do away...do away and go astray in the pathway of virtue Pathway of narrow virtue Merry winter day this doomed day of disarray... I've been a naughty, naughtier than you in dismay I don't believe in Santa Clause I don't expect any applause Do away, do away with me and my sinful nature Do away, do away with the old me - gullible and immature Depression happiness comes and goes It's just a snow cloud away...another breeze blows Obliterate the eustress distress and morph it into joyous gladness Don't make me give up and give in to my insanity's madness...gloomy, negative 37 sadness We are trekking this journey together in unison We are on God's team and we are living the dream of welcoming the sunlit son Oh God - I heard You during nightfall's calamity You spoke through me and told me to be free...free from my captivity I'm warm and in His blankets of miracle blessings gratefully Not cold with my everyday pitiful downfalls...oh so thankfully Fear Him wholeheartedly Epic is He who gave us Wisdom, Prosperity and Ecstasy Feeling my restless regret Debt piles up in my mind's eye He tells me not to worry I bet Debt is everywhere in every aspect of life - that, I can't deny or that's not even close to a lie I can't sleep, I'm a sheepish sheep Probably asleep with His spirit on my pillow's side He's my helping hand and my river, a refreshing ride, rapidly...swiftly...flowing side by side His Empathy I need I need a giving heart instead of arrogant, sly greed My suffering self waits for His healing grace to give me a backtracked bemused Shame without a name to praise I pray for peace and prey upon His traits of blissful pleasure and a hidden meaning of thanksgiving and desire from freezing fire ablaze Please save me from harming me emotionally You did me more good than harm mentally Off you trot, you angst and envy that buries me alive For I am lonely at night in my own numb cranium and that's where I willingly thrive Naturally, left to be alone...with no backbone Eventually, we won't be on our own God's speaking - Sh, yes, listen!!