Numb

The day u died I died too NOW self medicating gets me through Numb the pain is what I pursue May take one may take a few Need to forget the pain of losing you Your love was my sanitys glue You just "got me" like precious few Hurry up poison do what U do MY heart hurts it's broken too No more time to start anew How did things go so horribly askew? Time was up suppose you knew Wish I had a sign or a clue Time went by my uncertainty grew Losing my BEST friend can't undo Bartender tops me off right on cue Our bond so rare & so true Last call gimme another brew Stumble out sky Grey not blue Home now shaky hands unscrew In Your absence I withdrew Empty spaces I'm scared nothing new You getting sicker as my anxiety grew How to deal with this? Haven't got a clue Drink another can't quit until I'm through Fill with ice one than two Gotta escape before loneliness ensues Can't handle Far away my Angel flew Cheers.. Forever I'll be missing YOU