Not Knowing When Where Or How

Tonight I sit here all by myself Knowing full well I could be some wheres else Listening to music and partying it up I can see why New Years Eve gets all the fuss Out with the old year and in with the new I never felt so blue Sitting here thinking how bad I treated you So I am drowning my sorrows with hard alcohol still waiting for your call But you don't call I found out later you just take 1/2 a bottle of Xanax that's all Must have put you right to sleep All because I broke up with you last week Man I can't even eat You've been in a coma for a week What do I do I am so screwed I am so worried and things are starting to get blurry I shot another shot and out the door in a hurry I start my car and there are snow flurries But it's ok now I don't have to worry My car looks so curvy Wrapped around this telephone pole in the flurries As I watch the Paramedics take my body out on a gurney D.O.A. I hear them say I guess I just passed away