Not Knowing

I don’t know what to do... I don’t know what to do. I’ve done all I can do, and I still cannot get over you. I have reached out for you and fallen.... I have been crying for your help--- and you’re not there to listen. “Letting go” is not a fear of losing what I never had... and the thought of you has only ever made me sad. There’s no completion in this life without you... But there won't be peace in my life even with you And I just don’t know what else to say but that I don’t know what to do. If I fell in love again I doubt I could escape you. Whether I mean to or not I can't stop praying for you... And other that that, I simply don’t know what to do--- The bigger you wish, the harder they come crashing down on you. It’s the “know knowing” that gets me... Fear of forfeiting my only chance to be truly happy We can’t always get what we want.... but if we don’t get what we NEED--- we die. And it’s not knowing that is killing me; Not knowing if you’ll never set me free. sorrylittlesharky.com