No One Knows

My family and friend look at me As a happy woman but they don't know In the deepest part of me Lies the pain of life They don't know That every smile and laugh Is agony deep here in my heart Every comfort that I give Is a trouble here in my heart Many says I have no problems but they don't know Here in my shoulders I carry the heavy obligations Of being a breadwinner Many says I am innocent But they don't know Deep here in my heart I learn a lot To fight the hardship of life Just to survive Many says I am simple But they don't know I have a lot of dream To free myself from the obligation I carried long time ago No one knows That I want to go home Tell my mother about my problems And let her comfort me Every time I fall No one knows That in a small room I'm renting When I'm lying there at night And no one is around Tears keep falling in my eyes