No Longer

"NO LONGER" when I was a kid I disappeared. many people were called: friends family hospitals cops jails even the mayor of Mexico. I was surprised at the effort that went into looking for me. I loathed it all. years passed and these days as at 32, I lock myself in my room and write. what day is it anyway? friday, saturday, thursday, wednesday? I live inside the systematic system. this is temporary as everything eventually goes to ****. the climax: no effort is put forth to miss me since I've disappeared again. there are no calls. oh how I’ve longed for such an honor. By: Chicano Eddie 10-3-2016