Nice Diamonds

I guess you could say I was more than just devoted I guess I could say I was your true friend till the end Like every Soldier never left a fellow Soldier on the Battlefield That's not how we do this And when I seen you in a predictament I could'nt help it I guess it was my own fault I guess we had to really be selfish Never acting out of kindness Always bashing on each other cause we're so angry and frustrated at the way that life is And I know that he's not really like me He could never replace me That's okay - I left - I had to leave It was'nt my fault, I guess you could say it was all part of my destiny Cause if I did'nt feel the pain and I did'nt experience the hardships How could I sit here and give you anything heartfelt Of course every since I was knee high I have suffered more than many, many, many times And many lives and many sufferings And many pains from many mothers That was born and the child was stillborn But he was still formed and his heart throbbed But we never seen it because the Life never breathe the air And the oxygen just goes back it's like backdrafts It's like I'm coming back and I'm bashing I guess you could say in hell they tried to grab my soul so many times That the devil - bad, real bad - like the Lord said He chosen me Like I got more demons they just coming over here Falling and coming off people that's surounding me That's okay stack em up\\\\\\\ Baby I got an Army of Angels That's - why - I be on the beat Be looking like - The Golden Streets Th Mansion the Lord has for us Yes I believe - I will receive - Eternity Yes I believe God, He is Loving me And I tell you I'm the worst sinner I'm the least of men But Jesus said he'd be the greatest in The Kingdom Of Heaven And I'd be happy just to be the custodion Just to be the one, just to be the Janitor To clean up the mess I made I guess it would - take - many Eternity's just to clean it all up And the pain I caused and the mistakes I made And every thing I think about I geuss you could say everything thing happens for a reason Why? Don't tell me that Don't try to break it down Just make it simple like Like I needed to be a simple man But I'm so complex and complicated Just like the layers is!