New Beginnings

It all began on of the 3rd day of July When I saw your request and opted to reply. I didn’t know what to expect and I didn’t know how to react Until the man on the other end Eventually becomes a special friend. Day after day He tells me how he feels, Day after day He makes me feel special And day after day I longed to hear his voice I longed to hear his heart I longed for those sweet nothing messages But one day Because of my insecurities and Perhaps my emotional instability I didn’t realize that I was already hurting this man. Until he decided to end what could have really been Something wonderful and beautiful. I’m new to this but it is still not an excuse I ended up hurting the man that that could have been the one. My heart stops beating for a while, I felt the pain of losing him But what else can I say except sorry and goodbye. Just when I thought I lost him He suddenly came back to my life I was filled with joy and my heart became alive. I am now ready to face my fears I am now ready to feel the joy of life I am now ready to face life with him for I know This is God’s way of saying Get ready for a new and wonderful beginning.