Never Peaceful

I've done so much I've Felt so little Yet the power of my emotions Is boundless It terrifies me To know That I am but a husk Controlled by Base desires Never Knowing anything But pain And anger And such deep Dark sadness I've Felt So alone In a world Of millions I care so much But am never cared for I want so much To feel Anything To know love To have peace All I know Is a fragile Tenuous feeling Of sanity Never very Close To reason Never quite here Never quite there In truth I know not who Or what I am I am just Here And there My pain aims To Destroy me Becoming something more Not knowing what to do Nor who to become. Will I ever know Peace Love Or tranquility?