My Story 2

The nights are cold and days are so long My life’s passing just writing a song Song for the girl I’ve loved so true From bottom of my heart and through That’s only way to express my feelings for you Pain, sorrow, in my life aren’t few I don’t think I’ll see you ever again No joy for me then, only heart full of pain. Though our time together was so short A bag full of pain in heart, that’s what I’ve got Why was it that we ever met? If we hadn’t I didn’t have to regret You never told me you were leaving I’d have given you a gift in the end But why didn’t you told me, my dear friend Now as of you, I’m changed, my eyes never stops as well as my hand Although it’s like adding water in the sand I know that it’s vain, although it’s hard to stand I know that it but it’s this heart that doesn’t understand My eyes are hurt, my heart hurt, and now my hands As I write this to you my love my girl You’re the only thing except from football that, I’ve love at all But now I’ve found out that it’s all for nothing A song in my hand that’s too long to sing The world thinks I’m mad They are true as I lost the only girl that I ever had My life waits for joys and fun I’m waiting for you to return It doesn’t matter, if whole my life I cry I’ll live with your memories and one day die I regret that I beg you like a beggar Promised to be with you forever Although I know you are gone never to come I write poems remembering you as I don’t drink rum If I was a drinker, I’d have loved it now as I’m so down But I’m a lovelorn, for world that’s as a clown If seeing you’d cause me headaches, for what you’ve done to me I’d have died, because I see you when I close my eyes and nothing to see That’s when you only thing in front of me Either closed or open, you are the only thing I see The pain inside my heart grows every time I think of thee I’m so in love with you, but you don’t care about me Why you did never said a word about my feelings? Long has it passed, still you voice in my ear always rings I’m trying so hard to live a happy life now I really want to but I don’t know how You’ve left me so damn alone and full of fears Every time I think of you I’m full of Tears I’ve forgotten the whole world even my own name But not you my dear, I am the one to blame To love you so much from bottom of my heart Now I’m left with nothing as we are apart