My Reality

My nightmare is my reality wishing it was just a bad dream Feeling fearful because of everything he's done to me so cautious I should be I been a fool far too long to be illiterate to my own history Hit by the fear of not knowing what's a head of me I got to comfortable thought my journey was complete he found me now im grating my teeth Praying he wont bother me Lord knows he wont allow me to live in peace So he'll pop up surprisingly to remind me that I had to escape that he didn't let me leave freely now mentally I'm breaking down how can I allow one person get the best of me He's feeding off my energy His job is to pump fear into me so I hibernate to feel some kind of comfort to feel some kind of peace betrayal by a lover hurts more then being fooled by your enemy when he raised his fist he murdered our relationship breaking every bond we had Like broken glass he shutter our future Even if we glued the pieces back together I'll forever feel the cracks still trying to fight the memories of our past... fear rushed in and my world is now upside down again Lord please don't let history repeat itself again I swear I have no more energy left in me To fight this battle again I know he has one instored for me Because with him there's never an ending..