My Life

A beautiful girl I once was, Because of my actions I feel that no more Cared for and loved are here but only sometimes Decisions I've made I try not to regret Excitements I've had, I'll always remember Forgotten memories, the ones too bad to share Gifts from the heart, I give but no one seems to care Hands that I use, to hold my daughter each day Infamiliar faces, all in this new place Jumping up and down thinking of coming home Kidding around, when I tell you my jokes Laughter, the best sound, when it comes from Riley My life, My dreams, My love, My heart Never felt like this, like we may part Opinions, of others who don't really know People I deal with, and try not to show Quiet, I sit, with no one around Real or unreal, my life seems everyday Scary to think how my life got this way Talking, not sharing our real thoughts and fears Used to share and talk, but not lately this year Vague feelings, we share the least that we can Woman, I am, sometimes I feel so damned X marks the day, where I need to decide You are the one, I want need to confide in Zoom Zoom Zoom as my life passes by.