My Life

I've hurt I've been hurt. i'm lied to, but i lie.when i'm kind and generous, peop[le take advantage of it and me when im cold and stingy, i hate it, it's not me, and i struggle to find a between. my past lies in; a broken heart, my broken heart, crushed dreams, and a few good memories, fading memories. my present lives in; hope, light, and care. i have John and Jim people who care people whoi love me but why do i still feel so alone? The future. a mystery itself, will she be mine? will i ever find peace? and i wonder is my future truely bright or does darkness lie ahead