My Hell

Surrounded by madness, engulfed in it's grip; Through the door of insanity, sometimes we all slip. A world filled with darkness, a bottomless pit. Chaos and destruction, no one gives a spit. Hatred and anger, well up deep within; And nothing else matters, everything seems a sin. No hope in my eyes, my faith has long went. My reason for living, like my energy, well spent. Somewhere at the bottom, i reach out a hand; Hoping against all, on a kind heart it lands. My world has all crumbled, there seems no way out. Every move i make falters, i can't help but shout. My night's filled with worry, my day's filled with dread. My faith has long left me, i just want to be dead. Somewhere in the darkness, reality strikes hard. The pain is unbearable, i want to blow my brains 'cross the yard! I reach out for faith, and reach out for love; But darkness besets me, where's my God up above? No one seems to love me, no one seems to care. The whole world is my burden, alone, not to share. The light shines no longer, I'm at the end of my rope; Send me help, my God, quickly, or i won't be able to cope. All i know now is pain, a great darkness inside. So much anger and chaos, and nowhere to hide. What's left of my life? Why should i keep trying? The pain inside hurts so, all i think about is dying!