My Blessing, My Curse

You are my need For me to keep Turning the pages of life You are the one That runs so deep To keep a shining sun You are a cure To my slow collapse And everything that is impure Without you here I’m a missing soul That roams the cold streets In ascending fear And bare feet An injured sole But then again You turn your back on me Becoming a reason To my downfall The destruction to whom I was to be A life with no seasons A Curse Breaking me down to my grave Till when will you deny me your love That I crave And even after this verse I still don’t know who you are Or what you are Still can’t reach you You leave me with nothing but scars You remain so far and missing So that a part of me is missing too