Motivation

tension that brings the conflict, conflict which brings the fight, fight that brings the pain, pain that brings the blood, blood that brings the haze, haze that brings the slowing, slowing that brings the edge, edge that forces prime alertness, alertness that shocks the heart, heart that beats the mind, mind that refuses to submit to death, death that loses again, loss that gives any quality to the life of the living at all, life of the living strolling aimlessly (looking for a primal ****), seeking & ye shall find in the pants of another, getting hold of what one wants by any means necessary, getting off, getting off & getting off again, spurting, exploding, gushing, quaking, shuddering, shivering, convulsing (eyes closed, senses blinding in ******---flatlining for nanosecond where the heart beats a thousand miles a minute), bathed in the cum of another, room filled with the remnant of the feeling that subsides so very quickly, comfort soon leaving the stage, anxiousness visiting again & good ol’ tension rearing its head again.