Mother

as a child I don't remeber you much you were never there for me for many days you were locked away and on the others chasing your next high seeing you meant the world to me but it did not matter to you the days you tried were to few I needed a mother I needed you all the happiness we could have shared all the pain and misery I could have been spared all I can remember is a life of regret and resentment of the fact my birthday you forget did I ever mean anything to you i was your first born baby boy and you threw me in the corner like a toy you never called me once to say hi no movies or cardboard games not even a single christmas gift but after thirty four years you haven't changed but I still love you anyway even if you don't love me