Moments of Sadness and Pain

Moments of sadness and pain Never knowing how it began, but always the same Looming everywhere without end My mind always racing with dismal thoughts Even at what should be a happy moment I must contend with the Lingering angst that remains in the air forever and always too much to bear this overwhelming feeling emerges, consuming my heart and soul, as if I’m not meant to believe there's anything but this sense of sorrow and sadness yesterday, today or tomorrow Hardly able to contain the tears that flow down my face Eyes all a mist, even as I try and write this Sadness and anger darkens my door Hopelessness is forever haunting my core I try but I can never leave it behind No hope in life, no love in hope, I do not know how I manage to cope. 11/24/14